Turbulent Innuendo
Sunday, November 30, 2003
 
SCHOOL... GAH

School tomorrow... oh well. I SHALT LIVE. Just why do we have to start out with B-day...

+ Holy fudging CRAP. I didnt even realize exams were so freakin close. We have like... 14 regular days. 10 school days. AHH. MUST STUDY. *runs off to go study... and runs back to finish teh blog. THEN I'll study* It's insane though, cause they just seemed to creep up on me. Checked my calender, realized that exams are WAY too freakin' soon, and started meh studying today. Bah. At least we cant have anymore major projects now, and the date for no more major tests is comin' up soon too.

+ My christmas list... eh. What's on there. SOCOM II for the PS2, Miles Davis CD, Foxtrot collection, 3D Studio Max for Dummies, Pirates of the Caribbean, cell phone... yadda yadda. The real question is what do all meh buddays want for Christmas? Hm. IM me if you have a suggestion, I could use 'em. XD

+ Um... I need some fuggin community service. Desperately.

+ Okay, forgot to include this in my last blog, but right before break in school my Biology teacher gave meh some examples of IB work for like Physics. And its some fuggin complicated shiznit. So, once again, I'm tossing around the idea of to IB or not to IB... that is the question. But I'm still leaning toward going for IB, though. I just sorta realize now how much more effort I'm gonna have to put into it... blah.

+ Um... poem? Shure. Gaze in wonder at my poetic skillz. I need to think one up to submit to fictionpress.net anyway, cause I haven't submitted there for like... ever. I dont even know if its still up. But anyways... hmm... howzabout a topic... random thoughts in my head...

Think, think, can't think anymore,
So much stuff in my head, so many thoughts to explore.
All of them waiting, waiting in my head,
in there since I was born and will be there when I'm dead.
Some of them are joyful, some of them are dreary,
some make me excited, some make me weary.
Some wake me up, some make me sleepy,
some are relaxing, some just too damn creepy.
Some are about love, some are about pain,
some I think when its sunny, others when there's rain.
Some I think of when I'm happy, about someone special to me,
some of them make me depressed, and its then that my thoughts run free.
They go beyond their limits, spur up my creativitiy,
make me write and play and draw and make the person that's me.
So after I'm done expressing myself in the way I choose fit,
back to my mind my thoughts go, and, like me, they think and sit.
Wondering what else will come out next, wondering what else I can think and say,
Who knows? I've got time. Tomorrow's another day.


~mEh~
 
Thursday, November 27, 2003
 
HAPPY TURKEY DAY!

Gobble.

+ No school. KICKASS. Until Monday. KICKASS.

+ Uh, yeah, today's Thanksgiving, and we just had the biggest feast in the history of this house (roughly 2 years... >_>) Meh stomach is about to 'splode. And eating those funny looking green peas didnt exactly help to calm it down either. But I'll live.

+ CANT. FIND. SCANNER CD. AEIRAPEROYF. WHERE THE HELL IS IT?! I have like 50 billion drawings to scan and put on dART but I cant scan them without a scanner...

+ Who do I like... iunno. Do I like anyone...? Iunno. My mind is just ploosh on the subject of the opposite sex nowadays.

+ I'm still tossing around the idea of getting together a band and playing at Queen of Hearts... hmm. I could get some sheet music of Tank! or What Planet Is This? possibly... then just pull some peeps from band and practice some and walah. Maybe... theres another goal for me.

+ Exams in like 3 weeks?! WHERE DID THE TIME GO? STUDYSTUDYSTUDY@#$%^@#$*^Y

Thats all for this update. :P

~mEh~
 
Saturday, November 22, 2003
 
SURVEY!!!

A survey all bout me.

001) What time are you starting this?: 10:06 PM
003) Date of birth?: 1-29-88
004) Sex?: Male
005) Height?: 5 feet, 11 inches
006) Eye color?: insanely dark brown
008) Location?: Raleigh, North Carolina, USA, North America, Northwest Hemisphere, Earth
009) Where were you born?: Clifton, VA
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: Neh
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: Didn't fail.
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: Neh
014) If so, what is their name: Not applicable.
015) How long have you been together?: ENOUGH ABOUT G/Fs. *bursts into tears*
016) What are you wearing right now?: Plaid blue short sleeve shirt, white t-shirt underneath, blue jeans... think what Arnold Ra wears all the time. XD
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: Prolly.
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: Neh.
019) Do you smoke? Neh.
020) Do you drink?: Neh.
021) Are you ghetto?: I'm about 1/10th ghetto...
023) Are you a player?: Um, no.
024) What are your favorite colors?: Green and orange
025) What is your favorite animal?: RABBITS.
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: Yeah, on my... oh wait, you dont need to know.
027) Have you ever gotten your *BUTT* kicked?: No, and I'd like to see someone try.
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: My brother... XD
030) Annoyances?: Bastards that talk too much.
031) Have you ever been slapped?: Much.
032) Do you get online a lot?: Jah.
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: I can be both.
034) Do you shower?: ... moving right along...
035) Do you hate school?: Nah.
036) Do you have a social life?: Yeh.
037) How easily do you trust people?: Pretty damn easily...
038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: EVERYONE lies to their friends at some point in their life.
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: I have MANY.
040) Would you ever sky dive?: HELL YES.
041) Do you like to dance?: HELL NO.

... okay, skipping a couple.

068) Have you ever been out of state?: Yeah.
069) Do you like to travel?: Yeh, its fun to travel.
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: Neh.
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: Neh.
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Too late.
073) Are you a brat?: Not as far as I know.
074) Have you ever been dumped?: You betcha.
075) Have you ever gotten high?: A sugar high, yes...
076) What's your favorite drink?: Apple juice. XD
077) Do you like Snapple?: Um, sure.
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: During band camp...
079) What toothpaste do you use?: Colgate
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: No. :(
081) Do you have a curfew?: Not really.
082) Who do you look up to?: People smarter than me.
083) Are you a role model?: No clue.
084) Have you ever been to Six Flags?: Neh.
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: Prolly Adidas.
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: Um...
087) What do you have pierced?: Umm...
088) What do you want pierced?: UMMMMM...
089) Do you like taking pictures?: Sure.
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: Not really.
091) Do you have a tan?: I have a PERMENANT one. MWAHAHAHAHAHA.
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: Not really.
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: Many.
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: I wish.
095) Do you have your own pool?: I wish.
096) Do you have any siblings?: Yeh.
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers.
098) Have you ever been played?: ACT A FOOOOOL.
099) Have you ever played anyone?: IM SORRY MS JACKSON.
100) Do you get along with your parents?: Yeah.
102) How do you vent your anger?: Kicking arse in Counter-Strike and taunting people through my headset. And writing.
103) Have you ever run away?: Nah.
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: Nah.
105) Do you even have a job?: No. XD
106) Do you daydream a lot?: You betcha.
107) Do you think pregnant chicks should smoke?: o_o
108) Do you run your mouth?: Yeah, and it beats me in races a lot.
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: A dragon.
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: Um.
111) What are your favorite flowers?: Tulips, I guess.
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: Asian, almost taller than me but pretteh skinny... straight black hair blah blah blah... AND FOR FUTURE REFERENCE, THIS GF WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL. NOT LAST YEAR. *glares daggers*
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: HAHA.
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: Many times.
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: I don't even remember.
116) Are you rude?: Nope.
117) What was the last compliment you received?: Today. XD
118) Do you like getting dirty?: Depends.
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: Innie.

More missing questions...

121) What is your heritage?: Mum's from the Carribean, Dad's from England
122) What is your lucky number?: 7
123) What does your hair look like right now?: Curly... black... THE USUAL.
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: NEVAR.
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: Last year... *cough*
126) Describe your looks?: Um. Black. Mini afro. Glasses. No defined chin to speak of (so my sister says.) Always look half asleep. (also according to my sister)
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: No more than a year younger than me.
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: No more than 5 years older than me.
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: My mind... is a blur.
133) Have you ever given?: Presents, doy.
134) Have you ever received?: Presents, doy.
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: YES IM ANEREXIC. *bursts into tears... again*
136) Do you have one now?: No.
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: Like, 3.
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: HAHA... pass.
139) If yes, when was the last time?: HAHAHAHA...
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: I look like mah daddeh.
141) Do you cry a lot?: ...
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: No, I'm not a pussy.
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: My little left toe.
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: Helloooooooh?
145) Are you the romantic type?: Eh, you could say that.
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: YES. POTATO LAUNCHER INCIDENT. WOOSHA.
147) What do you like most about your body?: Um. Iunno. Meh nimble fingers.
148) What do you like least about your body?: My feet. They're atrocious.
150) When was the last time you threw up?: No clue.
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: Black hair. I AM MY OWN MASTER.
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: White band shoes.
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: No.
154) What about cleavage?: What cleavage?
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: I think so...
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: ...
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: ...
158) What color are your underwear right now?: *checks* Blue with white stripes.
159) What theme does your room have?: Um... wood.
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 13
167) What do you sleep in?: A bed.
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Yeh.
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: I'm too shy 'round people I dont know.
170) What is one of your good qualities?: Uh... people always compliment me on my manners. oO
171) Would you marry for money?: No.
172) What do you drive?: Viper GTX. *hugs his copy of Gran Turismo 3*
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: Neither.
175) What does your lj username mean?: ... its my name.
176) What's your favorite lj to read?: Lil' Marc's and Kellys
177) When was the last time you cried in school?: Prolly in like... 6th grade. Iunno.
178) Do you wear Chucks?: Do I wear what now?
179) What time are you finished? 10:34. I'm slow.
 
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
 
EHH...

What to talk about?

- Lesseh... we didnt win in football on Friday. Hm. How sad. Even though we were freezing our buns off and the Pine Forest band was playing all these ghetto songs... it was a fun night. XD

- Christmas Parade on Saturday... we're in front of Clay Aiken... wonder how many rabid fangirls we will see?

- Screw Chobits; Naruto = THE HIZZY FO SHIZZY MAH NIZZY anime.

Um... yeah... thats all. I'd talk more, but I gots work to do.

Oh, and I fixed the links section, thanks to a caring individual... OKAY MARC I FIXED THEM. KINDLY REMOVE THE CLAYMORE FROM MY THROAT.

*sounds of violence in background*

EDIT: No, really, I fixed them. oO

'NOTHA EDIT: NO REALLY, I FRICKIN FIXED THEM THIS TIME.

~mEh~
 
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
 
SONG OF ZEE MOMENT

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

Fade...


~ Linkin Park - Numb


 
 
WEEEEOOOOOYEEEEAAAAH!!!

I'm probably going to jinx and screw myself by writing this, but damn, my life is going awesome at the moment. Tis great, neh? Lemmeh give you the lowdown.

+ My grades currently at interim time: 5 As, 1 B, 1 C (which is in Spanish, but everyone pretty much has a C cause almost everyone got a C on our last test... and our ONLY test thus far. But meh, I'll fix it.) So pretty much besides Spanish, I am totally and utterly kicking arse in school. Go me. BUT I CAN DO BETTAR. I MUST SUCCEED! (yarr)

+ We didnt have school today... which is probably why my morale is so high. >_> School tomorrow tho, sho nuff. Dang. Oh well. I'll survive.

+ We've got ANOTHER football game on Friday, cause we won against Cary. OH JOY. I'll bet it will be freezing... meh.

+ Social life es muy bueno.

+ Romantico life es muy bueno. (dont ask... no, really, DONT ASK. I SEE YOU GRINNING. I SEE THE CURIOSITY IN YOUR EYES. DONT ASK!)

+ Only one thing is pissing me off at the moment. What is up with the general status of human society around here nowadays? Something happened to meh yesterday while I was at Southpoint picking up my book for World Civ (cause everywhere else they are like GONE) and it happened. I'm not gonna say what it is, but lets just say it caused me a wae bit of emberassment. And all cause of these two bastards that weren't even my age, older than me even, i could say they were middle aged. And they did... THAT. Gaw. What in God's name made them do that. And whats even sicker was that they laughed after it. How stupid. I know that not all of society is like that (most of the people I hang out with now are the good part of our society) but over the years the ratio of good 'uns to rotten eggs has pretty much shifted to the rotten eggs. Ugh. When I'm in charge I'm gonna whip some shape into this country.

+ I need to buy the Chobits comic when I go to Waldenbooks on Friday... the episodes are downloading at the pace of a snail. ;_; Or maybe I should get the Bebop comic. Decisions, decisions.

+ I need to start writing on Fictionpress.net again... I haven't been there in MONTHS.

+ Speaking of Fictionpress.net, I FINALLY made a poem for yall that I'll put in my blog. It's entitled... hey, where's that smoke coming from? AHH, HOLY CRAP, MY COMPUTER IS ON FIRE! WHERES THAT TICKING SOUND COMING FROM?! OMG ITS REALLY A BOMB!!! I THINK ITS GOING TO EXPLO-

~mEh~
 
Thursday, November 06, 2003
 
WOW

Behold... the soundtrack for my life if it was a movie. XD

---

opening credits: Tank! - The Seatbelts

waking-up scene: 1000 A.D - Chrono Trigger

average-day scene: Balamb Garden - Final Fantasy 8

best-friend scene: Sax Quartet - The Seatbelts

first-date scene: Goodnight Julia - The Seatbelts

falling-in-love scene: Higher - Creed

getting ready to go out scene: Blue Funk - Trigun

love scene: Drops of Jupiter - Train

fight-with-friend scene: Sadness - Chrono Trigger

break up scene: Gone Away - Offspring

get-back-together scene: 600 A.D - Chrono Trigger (meh, I dunno where I got this one from...)

fights-at-home scene: Ruined World Remix - Children of the Monkey Machine

'life's okay' scene: Autumn Leaves - Miles Davis

heartbreak scene: Cry of Pain - Final Fantasy Tactics

determination scene: Fool's Paradise - Trigun

having fun and doing stupid things with friends scene: Chicken Bone - The Seatbelts

rejection scene/lovesick scene: Cosmos - The Seatbelts

confusion/don't know whats going on scene: Electro de Chocobo - Final Fantasy 7

mental-breakdown scene: No Beat - Trigun

happy realization scene: Too Good Too Bad - The Seatbelts

driving scene: Bus! - Earthbound

lesson-learning scene: Philosophy In A Teacup - Trigun

deep-thought scene: Crystalline Caverns - McVaffe

flashback scene: - On That Day 5 Years Ago - Final Fantasy 7

party scene: Song for Dot - Space Raiders

regret scene aka the 'I **** up and now im really really sorry and I feel like ass about it' scene: Space Lion - The Seatbelts

apology scene: Space Lion - The Seatbelts (wouldnt this one and the one above be the same? oO)

depression scene: Crawling - Linkin Park

getting better/recovery scene: Opening - Chobits

happy-dance song: What Planet Is This?! - The Seatbelts (wierd i know, but meh)

long-night-alone scene: The Secret Garden - Brian Cullbertson

closing credits: The Real Folk Blues - The Seatbelts

---

I'm such an anime/game geek... ;_;

~mEh~
 
Sunday, November 02, 2003
 
Umm...

*crickets chirp*

Yeah, I havent updated my blog in a hella long time so... TIME TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED!

+ Eh, school is alright. Last quarter really REALLY REALLY sucked though (I wont go into that.) But this quarter I'm doing way better. Lets just hope my procrastination factor doesnt suddenly jump up again. And I'm STILL trying to get into IB, so to get ready to take Algebra 3 over the summer, my dads making me start studying it... now... 7 months before summer even starts. Cooya fun. So now I gotta study like... 3x harder. ISNT SCHOOL FUN?

+ I could tell you about all the band crap thats happened in the past few weeks, but that would take too long. :P So I'll just tell you that we kicked arse at marching band this year. 2 first places = FRIGGIN AWESOME (even though we had BS judges on the last competition and came in like 6th... BUT THAT DIDNT STOP US.) Now we're in concert band, which is really freaky, cause theres like only sophmores and freshmen... SO WE HAVE AUTHORITAY AND SUPERIORITAY. Kick bootay.

+ I have to reinstall my scanner (I think that goddamn thing hates me) only now I cant find the FREAKIN' CD TO INSTALL IT. So... it's just collecting dust in my room. Again. So instead of drawing, I'm writing a lot again. :d My novel that I've been working on really hasnt been touched in a while, but I'll work on that later... hopefully.

+ We won against Milbrook on Friday, so now we have to play at playoffs! Awesome! And the temperature will probably drop down to like 20 degrees because of it! Cause SOMEONE UP THERE HATES US. Yarr.

+ Umm... ah, I know, I'll make a list of all the freshmen that are officially cool by my own standards. :P Umm...

Cooper
Jackson
Jon Berry (not a band dude :x)
Nikki
Lucy
Rosalie
J.T (even though... AUGH. Well, I wont go into that)
Rob
Elliot
Mitchell

... short list, neh?

+ Romance life... AHAHAHAHAA. Next subject.

+ Chobits is currently the most awesome anime EVER. It's freakin' hilarious. Go watch it sometime.

Umm... that's all folks.

~mEh~
 
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